What's the use of seeing without interpreting? What's the use of stimulus if no sensation comes from it?
I can't even think. I don't even know what to say. It is emptiness all around. Empty mind. Emptied of creativity. Empty sources where motivation used to be. Empty drawers full of stuff. Emptiness in abundance.
But what am I suppose to do or say or be if I can't put it all together. If I can't make pieces fit. If I can't find answers from curiousness. What is the point of interest if it can't be explained. I don't understand concepts. They are not entering and staying. They are just passing by uninterpreted. Everything is arriving and leaving in wonder and bewilderedness.
What a useless fate to be and to not understand why. To be and to not understand how. To be and to not have the capacity to question it. To accept society's expectations as one's own and to go about blindly fulfilling them, without a "because".
It doesn't fit in my head. It doesn't want to stay. It's slipping it's leaving me before it arrives. All this information. On topics I hate. On subjects I don't want to learn about. What a useless way to live.
I can't even think. I don't even know what to say. It is emptiness all around. Empty mind. Emptied of creativity. Empty sources where motivation used to be. Empty drawers full of stuff. Emptiness in abundance.
But what am I suppose to do or say or be if I can't put it all together. If I can't make pieces fit. If I can't find answers from curiousness. What is the point of interest if it can't be explained. I don't understand concepts. They are not entering and staying. They are just passing by uninterpreted. Everything is arriving and leaving in wonder and bewilderedness.
What a useless fate to be and to not understand why. To be and to not understand how. To be and to not have the capacity to question it. To accept society's expectations as one's own and to go about blindly fulfilling them, without a "because".
It doesn't fit in my head. It doesn't want to stay. It's slipping it's leaving me before it arrives. All this information. On topics I hate. On subjects I don't want to learn about. What a useless way to live.
